THINGS JUST FLOATING AROUND IN MY NOGGIN

I know I have said this time and time again but man oh man how time flies...I can not keep up.

So I am sitting here with 1,001 things floating around in my head that I want to share but I just don't know where to even start. So this might be an all over the place kinda post so hold on and let's see if you can keep up, shall we?

I am still on my meds. which is a huge feet for me because as I have told you in the past I usually give up on them...but this time around I am staying on them. My doctor did up my dose a little bit and also gave me something for these anxiety attacks I keep having. As I get older I seem to freak out way more easily, like the littlest things get to me, I will start breathing heavy and before you know it I am in a full blow panic attack...crazy shit.

I have not been running nearly as much as I would like as my knee gives out on me way to easy. I will be doing great and then all of a sudden my knee is in constant pain and swollen so bad I can hardly walk....then I rest it for awhile and start running again and the same thing happens again. I really need to get it looked at but with no health insurance that's a little difficult right now.

That's another thing...I hate not have insurance. It's funny how when I have it I never seem to go to the doctor much but then I don't have insurance and all kinds of things go wrong. I am suppose to to go back to the dermatologist for a check up every six months for my skin cancer but I have not been able too...I'm just praying that everything is ok and that I have no more spots pop up.

I had a really neat photo shoot a couple weeks ago and would love to share some of the pictures with you but since it's a gift I can't right now, not until after the gifts is given anyway....just in case. I mean I am sure they have no idea about my blog but you never know. Anyway, it was really fun and the kids were so amazing and so funny. I wish I had more opportunities to do this kind of thing because it's so much fun and I love finding new ways and new places to shoot.



Both of these photos were taking with my iPhone...I really love how they turned out and I like how I caught the rays of sunshine above the palm tree.

Oh how I wish I was out on that beach today....